Musing of my Loneliness

I've many times, even till recently, jotted my views about what difference does a friend can make in ones life. They're just like a capsule or devine medicine to keep us buoy all the time in order to reach to our goal and it's very much true.

At the same time, I wonder whether the ideological paradigm has shifted to different set of belief now. Otherwise, why this musing keep nudging me every now and then?

I've friends that I could count on but sometime I think, I, myself made them took me for granted and that's why I'm not hearing from them. Or, do I not know where lies the fault - in my part or in theirs'?

However, I am not disappointed because all reliance on person is useless. No one is yours, and you belong to no one. So this counting on others, where does it come? Do we not see that, when times are good, there will be many around us and when bad times approaches, all and sundry will abandon us!

So why not count on the real true friend, God, who will be with you in all circumstances, good or bad.